I want a way to learn to translate myself into a public entity that reflects my actuality.
If that is possible.
Some how over the years I've let the creative side die down and subdued my efforts to cultivate it.
Maybe it had something to do with my mothers illness and getting over the shock or maybe it had more to do with my own insecurities as an artist, whatever the reason, it happened. And now I'll make the effort to begin again at improving it.